A brief update
Feb. 3rd, 2005 09:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kajelI will say now I am sorry to those new friends I have that will look at my journal recently and say, 'gee, she is boring'. ;)~ I have been a little busy lately. In one week I am going to be married. Saturday, February 12th, I will be Mrs. Kelly Morgan. I would like to know what happened to the time. It seems like it was just a couple of days ago that I got engaged.
I think about the wedding and I feel only excitement. I think about work and I get all tense. I think I am transmuting my stress about the wedding into stress about work. I feel like I have been wandering around work with the Sword of Damocles hanging over my head. I shouldn't feel this way. I truly like my job. I have been making some mistakes, especially in December. It is only natural though in the learning process to make mistakes. There is a hell of a lot to learn with this job. I think that is why I like it so much. There will always be something new to learn. It will never be boring.
I do seem to be seeing mistakes that don't exist now though. I panicked yesterday evening over something I had glimpsed that day. I couldn't get it out of my head while I was trying to sleep. I woke up worried and fearful of losing my job. When I got to work, I discovered all that stress and worry was for nothing. I don't even know why I thought about it at all. It is a little strange.
I think my vacation week after next is going to be very helpful. Walt Disney World, here we come.
I think about the wedding and I feel only excitement. I think about work and I get all tense. I think I am transmuting my stress about the wedding into stress about work. I feel like I have been wandering around work with the Sword of Damocles hanging over my head. I shouldn't feel this way. I truly like my job. I have been making some mistakes, especially in December. It is only natural though in the learning process to make mistakes. There is a hell of a lot to learn with this job. I think that is why I like it so much. There will always be something new to learn. It will never be boring.
I do seem to be seeing mistakes that don't exist now though. I panicked yesterday evening over something I had glimpsed that day. I couldn't get it out of my head while I was trying to sleep. I woke up worried and fearful of losing my job. When I got to work, I discovered all that stress and worry was for nothing. I don't even know why I thought about it at all. It is a little strange.
I think my vacation week after next is going to be very helpful. Walt Disney World, here we come.
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