My Week

Well, this last week has been the most wonderful in my entire life. Ned came to visit from the 20th to the 29th. Jeni went to pick him up at the airport. I wasn't really nervous until the car pulled into the drive. I went from completely calm to an absolute wreck. I was so nervous, I couldn't sit still.
When I went to bed finally, I was sure I had blown it somehow. Luckily for me Ned was very understanding. I think by Sunday I was back to a comfortable level.
I think I was a little worried we wouldn't be able to connect face to face like we had on the phone. Apparently that wasn't something I needed to worry about. I am more in love with him now, then I was before he came. I think I got the reassurance I needed out of this face to face meeting.
I took him to the airport Sunday morning. It was quite depressing for me that he was leaving. I really didn't feel like I had gotten enough alone time with him. I think, even if I had been alone with him all week, it wouldn't have been enough. Actually, when we said our goodbyes and he headed for the security check, I couldn't watch him leave. I had to go.
I miss him. My good morning kiss, have a good day at work, being able to just touch him. I have to say though, I have never been happier in all my life. I love him with all of my heart, and I always will.